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I'm mostly using this blog as an outlet for my feelings and observations about my life. I don't update regularly, but only when something of interest happens in my life.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Gareth

I got a pic of Gareth. Just wanted to share. LOL.





I also got a pic of DJ. He used to play soccer at my college.




now all I need is a pic of Denny!

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20 Questions

20 questions


1. height and weight. 5'10" 160lbs.
2. favorite color. green.
3. favorite ethnic food. chinese.
4. shoe size. 10-1/2.
5. favorite superhero. Superman.
6. favorite sport. soccer.
7. most used catch phrase. You're a liar.
8. favorite author. Terry Goodkind.
9. fantasy job. owning a Tiki-bar in St. John.
10. favorite type of pizza. super supreme.
11. favorite type of pickle. bread and butter.
12. mcdonalds or burger king. either.
13. favorite board game. monopoly.
14. favorite clothing store. Dillards.
15. place i would most like to visit. Austraila.
16. favorite holiday. Fourth of July.
17. favorite film. The Butterfly Effect.
18. ever been arrested. no.
19. first thoughts waking up. Why is it so early.
20. favorite type of cookie. snickerdoodle.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Saturday night life

So I finally got to hang out with Jaymie Saturday night. She's cool, but it's hard to schedule anything with her. LOL. So we're sitting at this table with Jessica and Ross and some of her other friends from 10-midnight. Thats when Craig finally showed up. Then he doesn't even come talk to me for like another hour. So I get up with Jessica to go to the bathroom, and Denny, the hottest guy in the county is in there, and he speaks to me. My heart was beating so fast just because he said my name, that I couldn't even make myself pee. I wish I had a picture of him. I think he's like a younger Jake Gyllenhall, but with curlier dark hair and a more muscular body. LOL. So I left the bathroom without going.
Anyway, I sat back down with my friends and waited for Craig to come to me. I don't want to come off as desperate or easy! I'm playing hard to get. LOL. so, finally, he comes and sits down next to and I introduce him to the girls. He is on and off the dance floor and when he's gone, Jaymie tells me he's cute. So last call is called and low and behold two more bottles of Bud and a shot of Tequilla appear on the table before me. Bastards. I only got the Tequilla because I told Craig that he would NOT get any if he brought me a Jagger Bomb. Well, needless to say Craig left me to my drinking, and I handed Heidi one of the Bud's, Heidi gave Jenni her Bud light and I poured most of the Tequilla into Ross's drink. LOL. I cheated, but I had been there longer than Craig and I know my limits. Plus I wasn't in the mood for Tequilla. It was really bad going down, and it was just a third of the shot! So I got up and told everyone at the table goodnight, told Melissa I was leaving, and left (alone) without a word to Craig.

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Monday, February 05, 2007

I dream of..

Last night I dreamt that my 10 month old god-daughter started walking. I love that little girl like she were my own flesh and blood. I already spoil her to no end and spend most of my free time with her, but this is the first time I've had a dream about her that I remember. She is growing up so fast, it seems like Mel just brought her home, but now she's getting ready to start walking!
This weekend was kinda nuts. I went out Friday night after work, without my friends, since Jaymie's son was sick, and none of my other friends were out. Craig was there and was very frisky, playing with my hair and rubbing my shoulders. But he was there with some other friends who kept him running around socializing. Altogether a boring night out. Saturday night was lots more interesting. I joined Mel and Joe for dinner with her Mom, Brownie, TJ, and Marcie. A few other friends joined us later for drinks. Needless to say Mel and I got extremely drunk. Not puking drunk but there are parts of the night we can't remember. Had more fun with Craig this time. I think I've decided to give him a chance, though I realized last night that no one will ever live up to the standards in my head. They either have the look but not the personality, or vice versa, but not both. My friend Red has a good point about fantasies. Something about ruining a fantasy when you get it. But maybe that's what we need. Someone to ruin our fantasy so that we don't hold anyone else up to that comparison. If I knew that Josh was not as perfect as I imagine, maybe I wouldn't see so much fault in Craig. Hmm, or maybe I need to see a shrink. LOL.

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