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I'm mostly using this blog as an outlet for my feelings and observations about my life. I don't update regularly, but only when something of interest happens in my life.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Birthday

My birthday was this weekend. *cue singing* I worked friday night till 10, went to bed around 11, and then got up at 4:30am and went fishing at Wilson Lake with Joe. I caught one fish! whoo hoo! And I also caught some sun and I now look like a AmerIndian but only in a farmers tan. lol. Just a little sore around the neck, and if I had been brave enough and had brought some sunblock, I might a taken off my shirt and tanned my entire torso. Should be a great tan in a couple days. If I had it all over, I would fit in better at the Pow-Wow next weekend. lol. Maybe I can find something to do outdoors this weekend and go shirtless. Or hit the tanning beds.
Saturday night we had a BBQ at Joe and Melissa's, and around 20 of my friends showed up. Then we all went to the bar and to get smashed. I played two games of pool with Justin and we all started with our usual beers and mixed drinks then moved on to shots of Purple Hooters. Three pitchers of PH's later, Jared and Josh bought me a Prairie Fire, which was, I guess, Hot Damn and tobasco. It was terrible. But my lust for those two boys made me man up and take it. We then made our way down to the next bar where some of my other friend were waiting for us and we drank some more and sang karaoki. We finally made it back to the car and made it home. I was up in time to get to work Sunday and was there from 11 til l1:30, then went to Joe and Melissa's and ate some left over burgers for lunch and dinner and wathced Norbet before going to bed.
I'm glad I had such a great time on my birthday. Even if the boys of my dreams didn't carry me home and spend the night. I'm still tired as all fuck this morning but it was def. worth it.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Birthday Party

So with my 27th birthday comming up on Sunday, my friends have decided we are going to party Saturday night. I am so excited, I got confirmation last night that my "very" hot friend Jared, will be there, and since his 22nd birthday is Friday, he is going to celebrate his birthday along with mine. I am working on confirming that "hottie" Josh will be there too. With all the people I have invited and told them to invite, we might as well have reserved the entire bar! We have decided to celebrate all of the June birthdays this weekend, which we should do every month, as it would make things so much easier than trying to go out every night that someone has a birthday. We should all just plan to celebrate the 3rd saturday of every month. lol.
Is it bad for me to hope that Jared gets really, really drunk and comes home with me? I really just want to sleep next to him, but if he were to start something I would not stop him. Same for Josh. But I really doubt that anything would happen even if they did crash at my place. I just have an overactive imagination I guess.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Car

Well, my car if finally almost mine! Two more payments and I own it! I am so excited to be done with that and to be able to send that $270 to another bill. I'm finally going to make some headway on my debts. Once I get Dell and Home Depot paid off, OMG ~$430 PER MONTH that will be free for other things. I'm considering buying a motorcycle, a Trike, to be precise. I've always thought I wouldn't look right on a Bike, but how cool would it be to ride up to my 10 year HS reunion next summer on one? Especially after riding it 180 miles to get there. I will def. have to invest in some heavy leather even though it will probably be 80+ degrees and I'll sweat the whole way!
Still not sure what to do on the relationship front. What little I have to choose from here is not really holding my attention. I should take JF up on her offer to go out of town to the gay bars, but if I meet someone there I would have to drive an hour to see them. I'm sure that I won't find anyone in this small town, but I'm not ready to move to a bigger city just for convience in dating. Perhaps Fate will step in and resolve this issue, but for now I'm happy with what I have.