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Josh and Jared

So last night I had one of the best dreams ever. I joined Josh and Jared at some kind of college visit. We met up outside, I hugged them both, and whispered in Josh's ear that I thought I was in love with him. He whispered back that he loved me too. I was elated for the rest of the dream. The three of us joined the crowd in an auditorium to watch a film. I couldn't see because of the guy in front of me. Jared was two seats to my left and Josh was a row ahead of us and to my left. I got up and jumped over the seats to sit with Josh, hoping he would hold my hand in the dark. After the film, the guy to my right asked where some girl was, I told him I didn't know, but she showed up right after that. We all made our way out of the auditorium.
That's where I can't remember anymore.

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Amorous
To dream that you are amorous, denotes that your personal desires and illicit pleasures may land you into trouble. You will find yourself engulfed in scandal.
To dream that others are amorous, signifies that others will try to persuade you into illicit pleasures and abandon your own sense of morality.
http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamthemes/feelings.htm


Love
To dream of love of being in love, suggests intense feelings carried over from a waking relationship. It implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life. On the other hand, you may not be getting enough love in your daily life. We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted.

Alumni Weekend

So this last weekend was Alumni weekend at my Alma Mater. I got to see lots of friends that I never see, hang out with them and not have to go to work. We went drinking Saturday night with as many of them as could make it. The night was finally complete when Jared and Josh showed up, around midnight. I love those boys, and we weren't even in college together! However, they are fellow alumni, so I invited them. After 4 pitchers and lots of pics and talking, we headed home before 1am.
Josh and me
Jared
Laura and me
Rachel and Me

Seeing Anthony

So, I have in the last month gone home with Anthony to his place once, and to my place once. Both times, nothing happened. Oh, sure, he is all about kissing and touching and talking about it, but when we get to the point where we are naked and in bed, nothing. The first time, at his house, he passed out shortly after we got to bed and I left at 3:00am. The next time, at my house, same thing. He passed out and I couldn't sleep with him in the bed, so I slept on my sofa/couch whatever you want to call it. Now he is texting me and calling me wanting to hang out and wondering what I'm doing.
Now, when I'm with him, I find myself thinking about someone else, Matt, who I'm pretty sure I have no chance of being with, but am holding out hope for anyways. I ask myself if I would have left or slept in the other room if Matt had been there. Or if Matt would have passed out on me.
I'm not finding a mutual interest in Anthony. Can't see myself with him in any situation and am asking myself why I took him home twice to begin with. Am I that desperate for attention or am I taking pity on him? I don't mind being friends with Anthony, as long as he understands that we're not dating and nothing is ever going to happen between us beyond what has happened, which is not much of anything.
I guess I'm looking for a voice of experience or wisdom to help me, but I'm not sure what I need help with. Would it be best to tell him that I only want to be friends, and that he should not expect me to "hang out" with him in my free time?
Anyway, that's my drama for the month. Hope everyone else is having a great October.