SOULMATE SEARCHING

I'm mostly using this blog as an outlet for my feelings and observations about my life. I don't update regularly, but only when something of interest happens in my life.

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

spiders and ice cream?

Last night I dreamed that there was a spider in my room, I caught and squished it and my brother gave it a chip to eat. (ewww, full body shiver)

Then we moved on to going to get ice cream. I ordered a banana split but could only eat 2/3 of it cause they put almonds on the vanilla ice cream.

There was more to the dreams but these are the only parts that I remember.

Spiders and Ice Cream, huh who would have thought?
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(If you kill a spider, it symbolizes misfortune and general bad luck. ) http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/s3.htm

(To see or eat ice cream in your dream, denotes pleasure and satisfaction with your life. It is also an indicative of good luck and success in love.)
http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/i.htm

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Monday, October 30, 2006

Marriage?

Last night I dreamed that I got married. Apparently his name was Chuck, he was decent looking, and we were married in a Catholic church with a Priest and no guests. We said our vows and the Priest sprinkled Holy Water on our foreheads. After the ceremony, Chuck disappeared and I found myself wandering in church, I stopped a priest and asked them what the churches local feelings were towards same-sex marriage, got the run around from him, then I was seated in a pew waiting for the sermon to start. I needed to plug something (phone I think) in and started looking for a recepticle, after that is kinda blurry.
Very strange.

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(To see a wedding in your dream, symbolizes a new beginning or transition in your current life. Dreams involving weddings are often negative and highlight some anxiety or fear. It often refers to feelings of bitterness, sorrow, or death. Alternatively, wedding dreams reflect your issues about commitment and independence.)http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/w2.htm#wedding

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Painful

My back has been hurting for the last 24+ hours. If I ever wanted to know what it feels like to grow wings I know now! I feel like the guy in X-Men III in the beginning. The pain kept me up most of the night cause I didn't have any painkillers, and the ice pack only helped so much.

Anyway, last night I dreamed that I was in either a restaurant or school cafeteria. Anyway, we were getting food at the last minute before they stopped serving, I had to swipe a towel from one of the busboys that I knew to clean the table, then we were going through the pantry, looking for more stuff. Suddenly I'm pulling into my Grandparents drive way, my Granddad is working on the car and my grandma is in the garage, there are lots of people there and I run into a lot of my old friends. Very emotional.
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(To see your relatives in your dream, signifies family issues or feelings. They represent some aspect of your own self. )http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/r2.htm

(To dream that you are in a restaurant, suggests that you are feeling overwhelmed by decisions/choices that you need to make in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that you are seeking for emotional nourishment outside of your social support system)http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/r2.htm

(To dream that you are attending a reunion, suggests that there are feelings from the past which you need to acknowledge and recognize. Alternatively, it indicates that you have incorporated the various aspects/qualities of the people in your dream reunion.)http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/r2.htm

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Strange Dream

So last night I had a very strange dream. I was in some sort of complex and the only way out was through a high window. Somehow I formed wings which seemed to be made of gossamer from my shoulder blades, but they wouldn't carry my weight so then I had to create a sturdy set of wings just underneath those. I had to anchor these new wings in my body and it didn't really hurt, even when I removed them and there was still a hole in my back. I would go stand on this ledge overlooking the outside of the complex and think about flying away, but never did.
Then I was in a bathroom with my cousin and I really wanted to take a shower, so I asked her if the hole in my back was bleeding very badly, she said it wasn't so I turned around to look at it in the mirror and part of my back was missing. Inside my back looked like a soda fountain with motors and spigots and stuff, and I thought to myself, better not get that wet, so I didn't take a shower. So finally I take the wings out of my back and give them to someone, I think it was my mom.
Then I woke up.

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(To dream that you have wings, indicates your sweet, angelic quality. You may be in need of some protection from life's stresses and problems. Or you may be trying to escape from a difficult situation. )http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/w3.htm

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Thursday, October 19, 2006

Hello!

ok, first blog.
Hi, I'm Timmy, I'm 26, I live in Kansas, and ummm, that's about it!
Jay Diers has stolen my heart with his work on Farmer Jack. Check it out!
http://jaescott.blogspot.com/2006/08/farmer-jack.html

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