Blogaversary

Wow, I totally missed my 1st Blogaversary! By almost a month, even. So much has been taking my time and attention, yet not all of it is worth taking the time tell anyone about it. I've had people come and go from my life in the past 13 months and some of them are barely worth remembering and some of them have left lasting marks on my life. I'm that much closer to financial freedom, getting my debts paid off one by one, and hopefully that much closer to finding a significant other to share my life with.
Thanksgiving is 6 days away and I still don't know what my schedule for that weekend is. Hopefully I'm not working like I did last year. I really want to spend it with my family, however I have not requested the time off and have left it up to the manager to take it upon herself to give me time off. (Ha! We'll see!) Well if I don't get time off for Thanksgiving, I'll put in a request for Christmas.
I can hardly believe that it's now the middle of November! Where has the time gone? My best friend asked me yesterday if two years ago I had ever thought I would be sitting there with a baby on my lap. The only thing I could say was "not really", of course I tend not to look that far into the future.
Work is still the same old thing, although there have been changes there, too. Vickie transfered out of town, Shawn and I have taken on her responsibilities, our electrician quit and we hired a new plumber.(a very cute one, too) The owner moved into his office in our building finally, and customers are still calling for our services.
On the dating front, I have tried with four different guys (John, Josh, Craig, Tony)to have a relationship. However, I am finding all the guys that don't click with me. Not sure what is wrong, but something is keeping me from being with someone. Hopefully, there is a greater plan that I am unaware of and I'm slowly making progress towards it's end. I can only hope that it's a happy one.
I have found lots of my friends from the past on either MySpace or Facebook. It's great to be connected with them again. Some I have even seen again due to planning for Alumni Weekend and things. Yet there are people that it is proving difficult to find, too.
Anyways, Hope everyone has a great holiday next week, I'm sure mine will be no matter what I end up doing.

20 things I'll never say

1) Write 20 things you wish you could say to 20 different people, but never will

2) Don't say who they are

3) Never discuss it again.

1. I don't blame you for the way things are now. You did a great job.

2. You're goofy, but I will always love you. No matter what.

3. I miss you so much. You made me so proud. I just wish you had told me what was going on so I could have helped.

4. You're beautiful, smart and deserve so much better than what you think you can have.

5. You guys drive me nuts sometimes, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

6. I wish you could just forgive and forget, instead of letting it fester and ruin your life.

7. You are a talented artist and a wonderful person. Stop making yourself crazy!

8. I have loved you for so many years. Why can't you love me back?

9. I consider you one of my close friends, and we don't even know each other very well.

10. You're one of a handful of people in town that I have known for the past 10 years, and you are practically family.

11. I could see us spending the rest of our lives together, but you have so much growing up to do.

12. I fell in love with you the first day I met you. To bad you're married.

13. Every love song on the radio reminds me of you. I hope one day you'll wake up and realize that you love me, and that it's not to late.

14. You were always better than her, I'm sorry things didn't work out, but you're better off without her.

15. I'm so happy that you found your future, have your family and are happy.

16. I know how to acheive what you're trying to do, and you can practice with me to perfect your technique.

17. If things were different, I could see us together.

18. I pray that things work out for you. I love you like a sister.

19. I wouldn't have a problem being with you, but I don't like that you're an alcoholic, and you only want me when you've been drinking.

20. You are the light of my life. I hope I never have to say goodbye.

Think one of these is you? Dont assume so....

now you all do it too!

(All of these things, except one, I should be able to say to the person it is directed towards. Some of them I don't say because I feel that they already know, and some because I don't think they will take it well.~Timmy)